be a good little soldier.

4.03.2006

brains are broken and conditioned by society
we are brought down by eachother
we feel depressed
we feel ugly
we feel lonely
we are hungry
we are horny
we feel sick
we are a repressed race.
this is the real 1984. the real dystopia. it is all in the mind.
a government, a police, a war, a authority, a set of rules
none of these will ever damage you more than your own mind
the real repression is how we make eachother feel
we compliment the attractive, and laugh at the ugly
we glorify sex...the ultimate gift, and alienate everyone who isn't getting any
individual happiness depends on the individual sadness of another
in order to survive, we need to eat other things that are alive
we gain currency off the exploitation of others
there is nothing good left in this world
we destroyed it and we destroyed ourselves
nothing has ever be better than something else
but society created a false set of values, and now everything is ranked
the only way to break free is to leave society. delete the conditioning it has done to you.
if you never saw another person, you would never feel ugly
if you were alone for the rest of your life, you would never feel lonely
life is a flawed game. we all play until we die.
there is no heaven. no hell. no karma. no judgement.
the only consequence there is for our actions is how it effects others.
the only known option is to go into solitude...i can never be happy living in society
can i ever be happy in society?
ive never found it, but i know life is never in absolutes
i am always open with hope, but i know well there is most likely no way to ever truly be happy
...those who dont seek a enlightened life should kill themselves
there is no point living in this society only to feel a mixed bag of emotions...from happiness to sadness
i will either find the answer and enlightenment, or i will go into solitude and give up searching
but never will i accept and live in this society
and never will i kill myself
for my whole life i have been weak
when society makes me feel ugly, ive always felt ugly, and when society makes me feel lonely, ive always felt lonely
my hope is for "NOT ANYMORE!"
nothing should ever make me feel anything but happy
NOT ANYMORE! will society (society being everyone living and accepting it) make me feel ugly. im not. ugliness doesnt exist. society make it up, along with beauty.
IF I DONT ACCEPT UGLINESS, I WILL DESTROY SOCIETYS' CREATION OF BEAUTY. IT WONT EXIST.
NOT ANYMORE! will i be fuel
NOT ANYMORE! will i assist in the false perceptions society has created
with HOPE, i will never see things other than art in measurements of beauty
a SONG can be beautiful, but a PERSON will never be
the beauty of ART is different from HOW A PERSON WAS BORN
a haircut is ART, clothes are ART, a body is ART
a face is not
ART is what can be changed, what can be decided on
ART is a choice

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